Oslo ke Dublin?

Hello White November.

Lately kan Dublin isn't acting as how Dublin always is. Cuaca tak menentu. Macam jiwa saya jugak. ( eyh perlu ke? ) Tak perlu kot. I know I know. Abaikan the latter one. Ha. Kadang confuse. Bila bangun pagi dialog-dialog pelik mula keluar. Dalam hati je lah tapi.

Aku kat Oslo ke Dublin ni? Why Oslo why?

Sebab tu the only tempat yang dah pernah jejak sejuk dia tahap hmm kau rasa nak bawak portable heater sepanjang masa kau berjalan jalan. Entah macam mana boleh ada brilliant idea untuk melawat Oslo time winter entah.

Oslo-Winter. Sheesh, berharap tidak akan melakukan perkara yang separa bodoh seperti itu lagi.

Nah beberapa aksi yang sempat dirakam untuk kenang-kenangan. Dah kata last winter kat sini. Okay lari belakang pintu sekarangggg. Now lah baru ada rasa-rasa erk sedih la pulakkan tinggalkan Dublin.

Sob sob sob.

Cuba teka kenapa rajin sangat study dekat busstop? Sebab bus macam haremmm. Yela yela. Snow kan. Dimaafkanlah. Ni sebab kami masuk lecture yang tinggal lagi 20mins je tu ok. =.=

Bila tahu lecture endocrine cancel, kami pon bergegas pulang. Sebab dah bersiap sedia dengan camera before keluar rumah tadi. Dah plan da nak buat sesi photography sikit.

Snow fight began!

I can do this!

Exam dihujung penjuru weh. Dem!

Tangan kebas lepas main snow fight. Cynosis tangan gua okay. Dah tu lagi mau kepit tangan tu asal? Gerak-gerakkan jari rakan rakan.

Dah, tamat.

p/s : Keep silent. That's how I roll when you know..

A story of a no-longer-lonely-man.

Photo taken yesterday. Mr. Snowman was a lonely man. He's freezing outside waiting for someone he missed so much.

And today's morning, snow is a little bit heavier than yesterday. But you know what, he's enjoying it much cause...

Mrs. Snowman already back! hehe. Though she kinda looks different than 3 years before. hmm. Bigger, but never mind. Mr. Snowman still loves you. :)

And they live happily ever after.

the end

p/s : The last autumn-going-winter in Dublin. Sad huh? :(

pray hard

I almost cried when you said that. Thank God, I could hold my tears from running down. You know what, I heart you too. :(

Jom lari. Lari sampai penat. Jerit sampai puas. We'll find a perfect place, someday.

*hugs*

morning!

Sedihnya. Semua bloglist hilang lagi. =_=

But sokay. Macam gembira je nak blogging pakai font ni. hehe.

Maka akan ada 10 entries dalam masa satu hari. Yay!

p/s : Dublin is getting weirder. Lightning and snowing. Pelik!

friday night

Smile.

Faham?

Ouh why all I can see is just your moustache instead of your smile? Whatever man, whatever. Sigh.

Eat Pray Love

You may breakdown once in a while. Mourning how disaster your life is. How much pain you have for having hurt by the things around you ; Fail to achieve what you want. Even worse having the thought of giving up cause you think it's getting tougher and you may not capable enough to get through it.

You know what. That is fine.

You're doing good actually.

You cry, but you have shoulders you can lean on to. You mourn, then you notice you've people who care to ask. You screw your life up, you're learning at the same time. You fail, you get up and become stronger.

Whatever bad that comes, you can mourn but never for too long.

Even saying this. I am still not alright but like I say. This is just fine. I am still breathing though I am hurt right? I am dealing with this.

Praying for the serenity, Amin.

edited

Belajar untuk kecewa, belajar mengecewakan, belajar menghadapi kekecewaan diri sendiri dan dikecewakan adalah empat benda yang berbeza.

Harap kau dapat bezakan.

Dalam hidup, keempat-empat ini akan kau lalui (walaupun selalunya, tak mengikut urutan pun), namun, bagaimana kau menghadapinya akan sedikit sebanyak mematangkan kau dalam merempuh pahit manis hidup. It makes you a better person. Builds character.

Aku harap, walau apa pun: kau akan tabah menghadapinya.

- by Si Fakap.

sorga atau neraka

Old school gila.

clap clap clap

stay

It feels better when you're in a mess but you know you've someone who cares to ask and lighten the burden.

p/s : Afraid, but past is past right. Go go go! Fighting!

Life, be kind to me please?

Tenanglah hati, tenanglah jiwa

As I expected. Screwed up again miserably. This is too much to handle. Fail is never an option offered.

Stressnya.

p/s : Thank you, you. Alot. Enough for I know you're always there. But life still being mean to me. :(

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the end

Masa cepat berlalu. See, we're now in our 3rd year. Nearly to end our pre-clinical stages.

I'm afraid. Too afraid.

hmm

usah lepaskan

1 step ahead.

Actually I don't have the mood to update my blog. But I feel obliged to do so due to the 5 Things 30 Day Challenge I promised to get it done within a month. haha. Berlagak je nak abeskan in 30 hours kan. Pastu malas dah. Haih.

Hmm, actually nak mengadu pasal kecuakkan setelah mendapat email dari coordinator. Clinical group has been given. And I am in P5. Tengok groupmate sume okay okay. Insyallah semua okay kot. The timetable also already out. Hospital dekat St. Vincent and Mater.

I read through the file they attached together. What we need to be prepared of, the hospital etiquette and so on. Seriously, my hands were getting cold as I read through it. Even colder than my room temperature. (ok tipu.sekarang makin sejuk.TT.isk)

Here goes the things that considered as Hospital Etiquette.

We are advised not to wear perfume. Jangan kecewa sebab tak boleh pakai perfume eyh. Seeing from the bright side of it. Jimat perfume!

And not to wear stethoscope around the neck. sheesh. Isn't that what we always see doctors are around with? tak cool la camni. HAHA.

Always wear white coat. Dem. Tak suka sangat my white coat now. Sleeve dia too short. I mean really short. Hmm. I get another one when I start my clinical at Penang lah.

To carry in the white coat pocket - pen, notebook, Oxford Handbook of Clinical Med, Surgical Recall and bla bla bla. Banyak pulak they listed down. Pocket macam kecik okay. Lain lah kalau pocket Doraemon. Macam macam boleh isi.

Haih

okay, malas pulak nak jawab dah.

Day 1

5 favourite actresses :

1. Abby Abadi - For now,it's her on top of my mind sebab tengah layan cerita dia kat TV9. Ouh sila tengok cerita itu sebab ada jejaka yang sangat comel. HAHA. Serious okay. Melted. Ouch!

2. Fazura - hmm, entah. Not really big fan of her but ni juga popped out right after Abby. She's cantek and ada aura. Like.

3. Sazzy Falak - okay dia pon cantek juga. roar!

4. Kristen Kreuk - malas nak ulang 10x. You know why.

5. Liyana Jasmay - hmm rasa dia ni macam mengada ngada sikit tapi eh comel. haha

Susah gila nak perah otak pikir actresses ni. Cuba kalau bagi actors. Laju je jawab okayyy. Ni macam suka pon takde la suka sangat kot. Suam suam kuku je. Heh.

Okay sambung cite Fugitive. Best ouh. Mari lah tengok!

5 Things 30 Day Challenge

I should get all these completed 1 by 1 from day 1 to day 30. Hmm, but since I am bored like hell, (midterm's over!) can I just get all these done within 30 hours? Or 30 mins maybe. Bosan gila okay. It is not that I've nothing to do, I got elective class to attend, finals that coming up in less than 4 weeks (nerd gila baru abes midterm nak pikir final sudah. HAHA. Okay cause I know I did terrible in my midterm.Zzzz), tapi takde mood. So I skipped my accounting class today! Sep sep.

Well, harus lah celebrate exam dah habis kan.

Partayy baby partayy.

Okay tipu. All I did since yesterday were lying on my bed and looked straight at the ceiling. Hoping that I could shut my eyes and in a split second I'll be in a dreamland. But, no. That's not happening. The eye refusea to shut, and I am awake since last 2am. -_-"

Ouh anyway did I tell you, lately I got too much of appetite. Gila okay. I ate almost more than 3 times in a day. Nasi okay nasi. Urghhh. Membimbangkan membimbangkan. What if I gemuk and seluar tak muat? What if muka bulat tahap anak ayam pon tak bulat macam ni. Ishh scaryyy. Okay dah. Bebelan biasa kaum wanita.

Hmm,nak layan Fugitive lah. Housemates tengah layan cerita ni. Supaya tidak ketinggalan ketika sesi berjalan ke bus stop or sesi having meal together, I should watch it too. Terpaksa ni terpaksa. Tak suka sebenarnya membazir masa melagha ni.

Serious.

p/s : Good good good good luck! :)

she has found hers. :)

Endocrine exam at 18:00, and it's gonna be the last paper. Say yay yay! :D And goodluck to those who begin yours today, I'll end mine. hehe.

In a complete different story,

I am still overwhelmed by the great news I heard yesterday. Homaigod giler okay. My friend's getting married! Yes, she is. For real! The first babe, the first among us. The first in the batch. But the worst thing is I cannot attend the ceremony. It'll be held during my winter holiday.Sedih gila. Do you feel me?

I'm gonna miss it. Sedih 197x. :( Hmm, whatever pon congrats my dear. Congrats, you finally found your life partner. Even I do not know him, I know he must be someone great and so damn lucky to have you. :)

p/s : Selalu curik songs posted on facebook. Naseb baek they dun read mine. haha

back to a decade ago.

Abby Abadi cantek. Saya suka. Ouh the unknown guy juga sangat menerujakan. Haha. Aiyo, so cute la. Roar roar sungguh. haha. Sweet gila okay mereka. Im not talking bout Abby's real life. Ada 1 cerita ni. Pelik jugaklah jalan cerita dia. hmm.

Lagu atas ni gila takde kena mengena dengan cerita saya tengok tu. hehe

Okay, harus sambung perjuangan. Gila banyak mati okay nak kena study. I cannot say I give up. Kan? ;)

p/s : Helllo! cepatlah. ;(

tolong ingatkan aku

this is a rough journey, but I gotta suck it up.

Okay this is a big worry.Seriously. I could sense the below 3 for this sem? Eff! Haema sucks! And Respi? 10 times suck-ier!

Gotta study gotta study. I don't plan to fail and repeat any subject for this sem. But if I do, yeah please know En. Mara, seriously I don't intend to. Okay?

Hmm,somehow, this always came across my mind lately. Me own a nursery and 60% of my time is at home. hehe

p/s : Hopefully everything goes well for all of us. I want to see you with the scroll in your hand and you wearing the jubah. Nanti baling baling topi k? hehe