Dashboard tu aku punya!

Nak dijadikan cerita, ada sebuah Malaysian restaurant yang dinamakan Proton baru di buka di bumi Dublin. Keterujaan adalah di tahap anak ayam pon tak teruja macam ni okay. Dapat? Siap ada roti canai di situ. weeewit. Untuk gambaran yang lebih jelas keadaan restaurant Proton yang bakal diterjah weekend ni meh saya curik 1 gambar dari kawan saya. Ouh berharap dia tak perasan. kahkahkah. Takpe. Tiada siapa baca blog ini.

Nampak tak perkataan roti canai di situ? Kat papan tanda luar lagi okay. haha. Saje lah tu. huh! Ada charkuewteow juga. Erhhh.

Btw that's not the main point. Point dia adalah conversation 2 manusia di bawah. I guess kami sangat rindu berkereta di Malaysia lah. It turns us out into this! demmm.

[21:52:39] farah athirah: birthday R

[21:52:46] farah athirah: location: proton

[21:52:48] farah athirah: sabtu

[21:52:51] dylasham: bila?

[21:52:53] dylasham: okeyhh

[21:52:54] dylasham: cun!

[21:52:55] farah athirah: bawak adiah plus duit

[21:52:58] farah athirah: huahuahua

[21:52:59] dylasham: makan protonnnn

[21:53:00] dylasham: yey!

[21:53:03] dylasham: kunyah kete

[21:53:06] farah athirah: ceh pesanan penajaa xley blah

[21:53:19] farah athirah: tp kalau (dialog terpaksa di edit demi kepentingan sejagat)

[21:53:20] farah athirah: huahua

[21:53:22] farah athirah: tp layannn

[21:53:31] dylasham: hahaha

[21:53:47] dylasham: kite concentrate kunyah tayar stereng etc je t

[21:53:57] farah athirah: okeyh

[21:54:05] farah athirah: aku nk aim handbreak

[21:54:18] dylasham: grrr

[21:54:21] dylasham: baru nak cop

[21:54:29] dylasham: ok jgn curik dashboard ak

[21:54:31] dylasham: huhh

[21:55:27] farah athirah: side dish aku side mirror chop!

[21:55:48] dylasham: hamekkk lahhhh

[21:55:54] dylasham: ak cop spoiler!

[21:57:38] farah athirah: (rofl)

Ada motif aku cite ni? Ada? Memang takde. Sebab besok I ada tutor and I haven't answered any of question given.

Kthnxbye!

penat

Sudahnya dia penat. Semoga kehidupanku dikelilingi oleh manusia manusia yang aku percayai. Kiranya aku bahagia kerana adanya mereka.

:/

They try not to be a hater, but some are just naturally annoying, and nothing can be done.

*barf*

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the song speaks for me.

Feel me? :)

saturday

It's Saturday, and I know this is going to be a good day ahead. hehe. I do not know whats now. All I know is I feel hmmm perfectly normal? By mean that I got to feel what I need to feel. Get me? No? Abaikan la then. hehe. You know, I'm in my 20's now. And experiencing what life has to offer to every human kind. We may not have to be in same boat in order to dig every emotion out of our self, right? :)

I feel like so surreal, like living in a dream, if I picture myself now in years back then. See, we have no idea what future will bring us to. If you now have something that you've been desiring for a long time but having the thought, this aint going to be real, then just blow it off. Nothing is impossible, unless it really not meant to be yours lah kan.

Okay lets just finish this, my weekend will be filled up with ; attending open houses (we still have the raya vibe around even we're here eyh ), pushing myself to go thru all the notes, watching series GG My GF is gumiho and whatever latest that coming up now, anddddd waiting.

p/s : When you wish something exist forever, it doesn't mean that you should expect things won't change. Change is constant.We don't go against nature right? Unless you're abnormal. haha

p/p/s: I want to buy a lipstick. Nude colour. Okay ke?

p/p/p/s: Just by reading some sort of inspirational thought could possibly keep you positive. hhe

it takes some silence to make sound

I know we speak different languages. But honestly I think, you don't have to know what lies inside. hmmm. Btw today I received a parcel from photobox. The one that make my day. Sangat happy tahap anak ayam pon tak happy macam ni. hehe.

So here are they. I present you, The pictures of love! :)

it takes some cold to know the sun

It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a storey
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
And it takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la

It takes a night to make it done
And it takes a day to make you young brother
And it takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
And it takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la

It takes some silence to make sound
And it takes a lost before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to show you care
It takes a hole to see a mountain

Ah la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la la life is full of
Ah la la la la la life is so full of love
Ah la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la life is full of
Ah la la la la la life is so full of love

very true, isn't it? sigh

facts

Kamu tahu? Saya tak suka sejuk. Saya lebih rela panas dari hidup kesejukan.

Kamu tahu? Saya sudah bosan dengan kehidupan Dublin. Saya mahu pulang dengan kadar yang segera. I mean in really short time.

Kamu tahu? Saya tak boleh hidup tanpa bunyi. Saya tak boleh tidur kalau terlampau sunyi. Bunyi itu kehidupan. Sunyi itu mati.

Kamu tahu? Saya sangat egois dalam certain perkara. Tapi mungkin sumeorang sama. Level ego saya mungkin di tahap sederhana. Tapi untuk itu, there's a price that pride has to pay.

Kamu tahu? Saya gembira dengan kehidupan sekarang except for I'm thousand miles away dari orang orang kesayangan.

Kamu tahu? Saya bukannya tak suka berjalan, in fact dekat Malaysia saya tak melekat langsung dekat rumah. Saya cuma memerlukan kenderaan. Saya rindu si putih saya.

Kamu tahu? Saya rasa jiwa saya kosong kalau saya di Dublin, ketika ia tiada. Tapi kat Malaysia saya tak begini. Ini mungkin normal sebab Dublin sucks!

Kamu tahu? Kalau saya saket, saya tidur. Tidur itu is when you're half dead.

Kamu tahu? Doa saya sentiasa ada.

Kamu tahu? Tak sumeorang paham kita. Tapi tak mengapa.

Kamu tahu? Tahu?

I'm in a dream awake.

You know when life feels too good, I tend to take a step back. Cause I'm afraid when it all end, I'll fall and never get up again.

thanks for everything :)

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If I am to tell what lies inside in here, I'll write everything right now. I'll tell you exactly what it is. Unfortunately, I can't.

The answer is just I can't.

I used to tell atleast someone everything bout it. I do not know when I start prefer not to talk about it anymore. And this is just so depressing.

first day of school

Its the first day of school. And I think Im a bit lost. Slept almost 12 hours and woke up at wee hour feeling messed up. Cause I supposed to finish my reading bout DM before I went to sleep last night. The first should be perfect. How I start a thing will define my days through out this week. haih.

Btw, how long actually does it takes to recover from a jetlag? Cause I think I never get my bioclock normal once I'm here. haha. But I love it. :)

p/s : Love is when it makes a woman sings while mopping the floor when she sees her man, who walks across the mopped floor with the shoes on.

[?]

I can tell what it really is. But seriously it really don't matter. Cause what they know, its only about good time, good time together. My favourite private. :)

xoxo

Day 2 Raya

Intro haruslah gambar raya kan. Semangat raya eh semua orang sekarang. Laju je upload pic raya. Eyh macam kau tak buat kan dyla. tettt. This year raya tak berapa nak meriah since most of kawan kawan tak balek lagi. Mereka beraya di Malaysia. Tak jealous langsung. Tak okay. Eyh betul tak ni.

Makanya gambar raya hanya berapa kerat sahaja. Sedih bukan? Berlari anak lantas menanges di belakang pintu. Okay sudah. Raya tahun ni beraya di Malaysia Hall and open house sorang rumah sahaja. Dan selebihnya di habiskan di dapur makan kuah kacang dan terbungkang tidur dari Asar sampai lah hampir ke Subuh. Sungguh menarek aktiviti raya pertama!

Dah habis. Nak tengok cerita. hehe

p/s : How can I not happy? :)

salam lebaran

Hey hey hey!

Selamat Hari Raya!

Maaf zahir batin.

okay saya kena gosok baju mandi dan pergi sembahyang raya. hehe.

p/s : Something like the air I breathe. Thanks! :)

one sad story - yes I'm a drama queen.

Cause if I'm not here, I won't be this sick. Cause if I'm not here, I won't miss them like sheet. Cause if I'm not here, I won't be this super drama queen. Tears aren't supposedly be wasted. But I guess cause I'm here, I intentionally find reasons to let it out. e.g watching Syurgamu Ramadhan. haha. Okay tak kelakar.

Sad mood again.

This year memang lain sangat. Haru dia semacam. I collapsed. Cried few times, kadang kadang without any particular reason. In the air plane, at London Airport, kat bilik ni lagi lah. I just broke down.

Sedih.

Okaylah. Malas nak cite kisah sedih beraya di perantauan ni panjang panjang. The third should be normal ke patutnya. But this is hardest I've to go through. :( Ouh btw sini kejap raya Thursday (Announced by Tallaght Mosque), like 3 hours after tu raya changed to Friday. Cets. Arh, whatever. It won't bring any different.

p/s : Doakan orang without the person knows lagi makbul eyh? Doakan saya anyone, semoga hilang resah di hati. And please dun tell me if you're praying for me. hehe. Tengssss!

i'll be fine

Reached Dublin at last. And you know, I'm really being like a kid who misses home badly and this isn't like usual. Neither like the first time I left home when flew to Dublin nor the second one too. They said its just only for 7 months. Yes I know. But that kills even stronger. Cause I know I'm wayyyyy too close to it.

Whatever they say, home is still where my heart is.

see, dublin welcome us with raining.

At London Gatwick Airport, in the train that shuttled us from North Terminal to South Terminal. Thank God, it wasn't the bus like before.

p/s : now I've started to miss you like hell. blame dublin!

life is good

Can I just not leaving? Can I? Life is too awesome here, I hardly leave. God, make time runs faster pleaseee. I want my Penang life.

Eyh another thing, berat saya now is 41.9kg. yay! thank you lah encik penimbang JJ. haha. You tipu pon takpe, happy sikit lah, though when I asked my bro he said nothing changes. Cis!

private and confidential

I'm more than happy. I just wanna dance.

You know sumtimes in life, there's thing that others wouldn't understand. We're just like happy kids. Thank you, alot!