Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive.
Love sings,
When it transcends the bad things.
Have a heart and try me,
'cause without love I won't survive.
Be it in any forms. A lover to a mother, a man, a friend, home etc. Why this 4 so random? errr. Losing family member is like the most thing I afraid of to happen. Hmm it feels like the world has come to an end. Heart stops pounding. Barely breathe. Even when the thought of it strikes your mind, you're like battling to deny it. Everybody loves their mom, I know for sure. I am like anak emak. Mana mana nak pergi nak ada mak jugak. heh.
You know, every time my mum's out. Im so afraid if anything happens to her and she's not coming back. I always have this secret prayer. No I won't type it down here. Cause I am afraid. Okay let just not think about it. err.
Mak, I love you. I dream big. One day, when you're retired, and I already work. I want you to have all the best things exist in this world. No more pressure of working, no struggling to raise all 4 of your children. *I am not forgetting the major role in raising us until what we are today ;the great man in the family, my father*
I have a lot in my mind, what I want to buy for her. Where I want to bring her. Hmm I guess, I better keep it down low. Cause you know, usually the more we plan on something, the more unlikely it's gonna happen.
Eh malas lah nak tulis dah. The whole idea is, lagi sayang lagi vulnerable we are. Lagi sayang lagi hebat the fear of losing. Lagi sayang lagi sensitive your heart is.
It hurts you alot, so that you know you love them tenfold greater.