first day of school

Its the first day of school. And I think Im a bit lost. Slept almost 12 hours and woke up at wee hour feeling messed up. Cause I supposed to finish my reading bout DM before I went to sleep last night. The first should be perfect. How I start a thing will define my days through out this week. haih.

Btw, how long actually does it takes to recover from a jetlag? Cause I think I never get my bioclock normal once I'm here. haha. But I love it. :)

p/s : Love is when it makes a woman sings while mopping the floor when she sees her man, who walks across the mopped floor with the shoes on.

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I can tell what it really is. But seriously it really don't matter. Cause what they know, its only about good time, good time together. My favourite private. :)

xoxo

Day 2 Raya

Intro haruslah gambar raya kan. Semangat raya eh semua orang sekarang. Laju je upload pic raya. Eyh macam kau tak buat kan dyla. tettt. This year raya tak berapa nak meriah since most of kawan kawan tak balek lagi. Mereka beraya di Malaysia. Tak jealous langsung. Tak okay. Eyh betul tak ni.

Makanya gambar raya hanya berapa kerat sahaja. Sedih bukan? Berlari anak lantas menanges di belakang pintu. Okay sudah. Raya tahun ni beraya di Malaysia Hall and open house sorang rumah sahaja. Dan selebihnya di habiskan di dapur makan kuah kacang dan terbungkang tidur dari Asar sampai lah hampir ke Subuh. Sungguh menarek aktiviti raya pertama!

Dah habis. Nak tengok cerita. hehe

p/s : How can I not happy? :)

salam lebaran

Hey hey hey!

Selamat Hari Raya!

Maaf zahir batin.

okay saya kena gosok baju mandi dan pergi sembahyang raya. hehe.

p/s : Something like the air I breathe. Thanks! :)

one sad story - yes I'm a drama queen.

Cause if I'm not here, I won't be this sick. Cause if I'm not here, I won't miss them like sheet. Cause if I'm not here, I won't be this super drama queen. Tears aren't supposedly be wasted. But I guess cause I'm here, I intentionally find reasons to let it out. e.g watching Syurgamu Ramadhan. haha. Okay tak kelakar.

Sad mood again.

This year memang lain sangat. Haru dia semacam. I collapsed. Cried few times, kadang kadang without any particular reason. In the air plane, at London Airport, kat bilik ni lagi lah. I just broke down.

Sedih.

Okaylah. Malas nak cite kisah sedih beraya di perantauan ni panjang panjang. The third should be normal ke patutnya. But this is hardest I've to go through. :( Ouh btw sini kejap raya Thursday (Announced by Tallaght Mosque), like 3 hours after tu raya changed to Friday. Cets. Arh, whatever. It won't bring any different.

p/s : Doakan orang without the person knows lagi makbul eyh? Doakan saya anyone, semoga hilang resah di hati. And please dun tell me if you're praying for me. hehe. Tengssss!

i'll be fine

Reached Dublin at last. And you know, I'm really being like a kid who misses home badly and this isn't like usual. Neither like the first time I left home when flew to Dublin nor the second one too. They said its just only for 7 months. Yes I know. But that kills even stronger. Cause I know I'm wayyyyy too close to it.

Whatever they say, home is still where my heart is.

see, dublin welcome us with raining.

At London Gatwick Airport, in the train that shuttled us from North Terminal to South Terminal. Thank God, it wasn't the bus like before.

p/s : now I've started to miss you like hell. blame dublin!

life is good

Can I just not leaving? Can I? Life is too awesome here, I hardly leave. God, make time runs faster pleaseee. I want my Penang life.

Eyh another thing, berat saya now is 41.9kg. yay! thank you lah encik penimbang JJ. haha. You tipu pon takpe, happy sikit lah, though when I asked my bro he said nothing changes. Cis!

private and confidential

I'm more than happy. I just wanna dance.

You know sumtimes in life, there's thing that others wouldn't understand. We're just like happy kids. Thank you, alot!