Satu je aku harap. Semoga hati aku redha dengan pemergian atok. Semoga aku tak lost dengan mempersoalkan kenapa sekarang? Kenapa aku ada kat sini? Ingat dyla ; qada' dan qadar. Mungkin kalau aku dekat rumah, its not gonna be this hard. Mungkin kalau aku sempat jumpa, I won't cry this hard. Mungkin kalau aku call pagi tu rumah. I can tell him, how much I love him, how much I wanna be home, tell him that Im sorry for any of my wrong doings, words or simply everything. To let him know, I couldn't afford to lose him now. To ask him could he wait for me, 6 minggu je lagi.
Terkilan sangat. Atas banyak perkara yang terdetik di hati tapi I didn't do it that morning.
Tapi, sungguh aku lega bila bercakap dengan Dekyap. He convinced me that everything went well. Atok pergi senang. He got everyone beside him when he left us. Muka atok tenang. And it's Friday night. It makes me feel better.Thus, I shouldn't cry. Jadi, stop crying now! Allah swt lebih sayang dia, so He eases his pain by taking him away. Absorb all of these dyla.
Take this pain away, ya Allah. I know I'll be okay. But for now, it's unbearable.
Semoga tenang di sana. Dyla sayang sangat. :(
3 comments:
tabah ok. u shud be happy because Allah lebih sayangkan atok. doa,baca yasin and sedekahkan al fatihah untuk atok ok. semoga dia tenang di sana. insyaAllah. sorry for not being by ur side yesterday and today. kite kluar esok ok!
semua yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya...
tyra.
Awh so this was shy you were so cold for the past few days. Takziah Dyla, semoga dia tenang2 dlm rahmatNya. Al-Fatihah...
tyra : huuu. sedih dow. gila. tak pernah rasa macam ni kot. hmm serabut serabut.
nanue : thanks nue. kalau ingat bila2 doa2 kan lah untuk atuk aku k. taktaw la. dengan yang ni sangat rapat. duduk sama. tak bole bla la bila jadi camni. :(
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